May 2009
1 post
“This too shall pass…just keep repeating it”
April 2009
4 posts
just need to clear my head
these last few days have been nothing short of emotionally draining. this whole situation is emotionally draining. i want to be able to let go and move on, but something keeps pulling me back in. i dont know what it is, be in security or comfort? if love is supposed to conquer everythign why the fuck is it so hard to keep it together?
“Monogomy is the most practiced mating ritual in humanity…”
– My personality psych teacher…guess im not in the majority then huh?
“She said, ” I won’t wait for you forever while you run around like...”
– Jack’s Mannequin
“I don’t care what you do…i’m getting out no nothing ever...”
– Jimmy Eat World…
March 2009
18 posts
“Do u maybe think it’d be alright if i just crash here tonight, anyways im...”
– Gin Blossoms
darkegreen:
20something:
The Spill Canvas -...
“its like one of those bad dreams…where u can’t wake up…”
– Pink (yea shes the shit idc)
“Don’t trust a ho, never trust a ho, don’t trust a ho, and...”
– 30h3
tattoos
For anyone who has tattoos, i was wondering if this is just me or if it generally applies to everyone. The day or 2 before i get a tattoo i start gettin really antsy about my choice. i often mull over different places taht i could put the same thing, and wonder if tahts the best decision. and the night before i get one done i literally can’t sleep. Its not because i’m like nervous, its...
“i get mad at myself for not acting myself
i get jealous at the thought of you...”
“And maybe things go weird, after all that went down. Things were oh so clear...”
– Butch walker
“I thought when I saw him it was going to be either terrible or wonderful. But it...”
– House
“you have stolen my heart…”
– Dashboard confessional
coming clean...
I’m really struggling with either being honest, or completely avoiding hurting someone and banking on it all going away. so far ive almost given myself an ulcer worrying about what information might just float out and fuckin come back to bite me in the ass. i don’t condone being a shitty person, sometimes people just make bad decisions. this whole year seems like one bad decision.
“ive been here before one day ill wake up and it wont hurt anymore. u caught me...”
– Maroon 5
havent-got-a-prayer:
nikophony:
Everybody’s...
i like when
i follow people and they follow me back :)
Ipod shuffle
Ever feel somedays your ipod shuffle is spot on. Like yeaaaaaaa way to go shuffle you really are gettin after it today. And other days it takes like 50 nexts to get a decent song that u feel like listening to for like a minute. Whats up with that. I really do believe it has a little mind of its own.
“I’d really like to find a musical soulmate…”
“if thats all you will be, you’ll be a waste of time. you’ve dreamed...”
– Guster
February 2009
42 posts
“Look at my life and learn from it don’t do it.”
– T.I. Feat John Legend “Slideshow”
“All that glitters is not gold. not all that wander are lost.”
“Life is about change. sometimes its painful. sometimes its beautiful. but most...”
– Smallville
“Life is hard enough as it is without choosing someone difficult to share it with”
“That’s just the trouble with me. I give myself very good advice, but I very...”
– Alice in Wonderland (via littlemiss) (via gotrice)
haha just a lil joke for you :)
Did you hear about that actress reese something she committed suicide last night.
Really Reese Witherspoon?
No with her knife…
hahaha i actually laughed out loud for about 3 whole minutes today from that.
the lil name thing...
whatchu call me? 1. YOUR REAL NAME: Amanda Mae 2. WITNESS PROTECTION NAME: (mother and father middle name) Josephine Allan 3. NASCAR NAME:(first name of your mother’s dad, father’s dad) Jerry William…wait why am i a dude now? 4. STAR WARS NAME:(the first 3 letters of your last name, first 2 letters of your first name) Staam 5. DETECTIVE NAME:(favorite color, favorite animal) Pink Cat 6. SOAP OPERA...
“Well its never bad enough to just leave or give up, but its never good enough to...”
– Taking Back Sunday
Food for thought...
Things in my life that have fallen under the seemed like a good idea at the time:
Black Hair
Lip Ring
Nautical star tat (sorry not hating on anyone else that has these)
Not tanning
Things that have fallen under the seemed like a bad idea at the time but really have improved my life:
Eating chinese
going blonde
high heels :)
This was not love.
havent-got-a-prayer:
She put on her clothes and gathered her things together. He lit a cigarette and stared at the door until she left. Not a word was spoken, and last night’s moans hung in the air like a cemetery fog. They both called this love, but this was not love. Love was not a one-night stand that stretched on for weeks. Love was not a bed hitting the wall with every movement and...
Biggest turn-on:
havent-got-a-prayer:
Tattoos.
amen to that my friend.
